3 Dec
We talk alot bout our rs.
he told me all his feelings,
how much we meant to each other.
but we still have to accept the facts that we alr broke off.
he send me home,
how much i hope he will hug me.
but he did not.
so i sms him,
telling him hw much i wan hug him
he took quite long to reply back
he told me he wanna hug hug me too.
i ask him to come back can?
he reply ok.
he reali come back,
but feelings is different.
sending him to take his car.
he stand behind me.
telling me, can he hug me?
i can't resist anymore
but to hug him tightly.
telling myself, that will be the last hug
and jia you teo.
he hug me tightly and don wanna let go.
somehow the memories flow back but no more tears for this rs anymore.
went back home,
text him a sms,
he reply ok and thanks
feel down
but he call me.
telling me he feel something but he don noe hw to sae.
i just wanna tell him, he noe hw i feels.
but the reply back is he need time, can i understand?
apologise to him for telling him hw i feel.
thinking e whole night,
telling myself,
i shld give him time,
to let go n forget me.
i'll move on and won't put hope that we are able to patch back anymore.
letting go this rs will benefits him.
JIA YOU TEO..
u have all the time,
rem, MEITING dies in ur heart on 3 dec.